So, a new development has occured. I know it has been a long lonng fucking time since I last posted. Like, what years? Maybe not that long. Maybe two years or something. It doesn’t matter. All that matters is I have found a boy. This boy is unlike any other I have ever met. He’s beautiful inside and out, he somehow seriously cares about me. He’s sexy. He’s smart. He loves to make people laugh. He loves me whole family and comes to see me at my house all the time. Apparently he can’t shut up about me at his house and his mother wants to meet me so bad. I am going up to his house for the first time on Saturday. He and I have only know each other for….3 weeks? Already, he’s told me he loves me. Last night he told me. At first I was afraid to believe him. I was afraid to put my heart out there again. Don’t want it broken all over again. But the more I thought about it, the more I decided I believe him. Even my mom suspects he loves me. That’s saying something serious. You guys, you should see the way he looks at me. He looks at me like, “You are the girl I’ve been looking for and finally I’ve found you and I’d do anything for you.” I mean, guys, this is serious. When my Nana died two weeks ago, he was the first one I told. He didn’t even know me that well and the first thing he says is, “Do you need anything? Can I do anything for you?” I told him I just needed company because I did not want to be alone with my thoughts. I had been bawling all day. So what does he do? He calls a few of our close friends and gets everyone together for a movie night. Totally didn’t tell the others about my nana because he “felt it wasn’t his right to tell that.” Sweetest, most caring guy I have ever met. EVER. I mean, guys, he OPENS DOORS FOR ME. He refuses to go through a doorway before me and he is just fucking amazing. How do I deserve him? How am I such a lucky lucky gal?
New Love
